As you can see i dont update this a lot anymore. To be honest i dont have time to do much website work online anymore.

Kaiden is now 6 months old and he is growing up into a cheeky little boy! cant wait till he is crawling and walking.

My older brother (who i travelled to USA/Canada with) died in September and it still doesnt feel real. I go to his grave once a week but it just doesnt feel real. I think the only way i can describe how i feel is that im haunted by what happened in hospital and watching him die. It wasnt nice and no matter how much i try and remember the good times im always haunted by the memories of his death

Not much else has happened. Still working away and planning the last few bits of the wedding.

Thought id do a little update! Kaiden was born on the 5th July 2011. He weighed 9lbs 2oz! Labour was a bit rough and very very sore! Noone knew he was going to be that big!

He is now 16 days old, he is doing okay apart from having Colic. So he screams non stop for hours and hours. Its hard work and some days i feel like giving up but im hoping another month or so and he will be ok…or bit better

We are both exhausted but hanging in there…just

Hopefully be able to update you all soon

Scary how quickly its going. 4 weeks to go on Sunday until the baby’s due date. Though i suppose he could come at any time or be late!

We have pretty much everything we need for the baby which is good. Just got to try get the house sorted now.

Not much left to do. Just our room and the garden(s). Dont think we will get them done though lol

Anyway will post a piccy of the baby once he makes his arrival.

Yep nearly 22 weeks pregnant now with our little boy. He is due 3rd July 2011. Scary stuff lol

Pregnancy is going ok. Dont feel as rough as i did, just tired. Not sleeping much either as im too uncomfy.

sucks lol

Yes its only taken me 3 months but the site has now got all the posts added back!

Thank god for that! lol

Havent been doing much lately apart from working, working and working. Dad wanted to make the business grow and so my workload has went up 80% Havent even had a chance to do wedding stuff!

Though now the site is back to the way it was i dont have to do this again (hopefully lol)

So quite a lot has been happening recently. Im still working on putting up the lost enteries back up but apart from that…..My gorgeous and amazing dog (Toby) had to get put to sleep. I miss him so much. We decided it was the best thing to do. He had so many things wrong with him that i couldnt bare to watch him suffer anymore.

Working away full time and trying my hardest to update Kerry Katona Online at the same time. So much hard work! Il get there eventually! If anyone wants to donate Kerry Katona pictures at events then please do as everthing was lost so i dont have any!

Will try and update a bit more if i can! lol

SO as everything went missing i did have a back up but it looks like i have to do it manually

Ive managed to add all USA/CANADA posts from when i went backpacking. So i just have to add the rest in now

Dont know how long it will take me though.

Yes everything is gone! So pissed off. Followed instructions yet they didnt work. So now i have to rebuild the whole site from scratch! Grrrrr

This will probs be my last post of 2009! Its been an up and down year, but it has ended on a plus! I would have never thought at the start of the year i would be engaged and happy by the end of it

Cant wait to plan the wedding and get things sorted and to find a house to live etc. Its going to be great, though im sure it will have its bad times too! lol

Anyway. I hope every has a good 2010 and i hope it brings you all lots of luck and happiness!

Can you believe it?!?! Nick proposed last night 9th Dec 2009, in Edinburgh. We got to Edinburgh and he wanted to go to the Winter Wonderland so we walked along and he asked if i wanted to go on the big wheel. I said no cos i hate heights. He looked so upset so i said ok. Thats when i started thinking something is gonna happen.

We got on the big wheel and after a few times going round he said “there is another reason i bought you on here” he reached in his pocket and bought out the box. Opened it and asked me to marry him. I thought id tease him abit and said “Oh i dunno about that” and then i said “of course i will!”

SO HAPPY!!!!!

The ring is designed by him. Its got an “S” on it for my name, and “N” on it for his name. Then there is a scottish cross with a line through it as im not Scottish!! (ill get a pic! lol)

Cant believe ive found someone like Nick